Nowhere..

Mind spinning in the midst of rage, frustration, and anger..Sitting still amid the sharp, cutting pain..Black shadows separating the good from the self-seeking..Jagged orange lines in hazy blue clouds..Make way for smoky decisions that disappear into nowhere..There are the things we expect,The things which are real,The times we become disappointed,And the way we allow ourselves to cage it all.

With You..

It's hard to imagine the times expression eludes me. You plan the escape route. It's hard to think there was a time I did not know you.You manage to make me forget.It's hard to believe I find having no walls tolerable.You have that approach.It's hard to feel swept away.You stand unyielding to change.It's hard to grasp my thoughts.You dictate the desire to shield me.It's hard to realize none of this makes sense.With you, discourse eludes me.

Shackles..

Lavender and navy are the colors of the backdrop to grey clouds and a black skyline.An almost cold, yet crisp breeze crawls across my skin as it floats in through the window.Insignificant traces of light mirror images in my mind as a slow song haunts the radio.Memories flash at each car I leave behind on a way of never ending decision.Letting go is a journey I face with my eyes closed.The means are dark as I cross the tracks.Another diversion in the course I choose as my feat. There is much to say and the twinge seems unbearable at times. One day I will find a way to rid myself of the shackles to which I am bound.